Ngazala ngileminyaka engu-19
Ngazala umntwana ngileminyaka engu-19. Ubaba womntwana wanyamalala engakatsho lutho.
Abantu ekhaya babuza "wenzeni?" Kungathi yimi ngedwa engenza lokhu.
Nangu umntwana, uyakhala ebusuku, lami ngikhala. Kodwa mina ngikhalela ngaphakathi ngoba akula muntu ozangizwa.
Ngiyamthanda umntwana wami. Angifuni ukuthi kuzwakale angathi angimthandi — ngimthanda kakhulu, nguye owenza ngivuke ekuseni. Kodwa kukhona into abangayitshelanga: ungazizwa uwedwa kakhulu lanxa uphethe umntwana ezandleni zakho.
Khathesi kunzima ukubona phambili. Angazi ukuthi kuzakuba njani ngonyaka ozayo.
Kodwa ngivukile lamuhla. Ngamgezisa, ngamondla. Lokho kanti kuyinto.
Ngicela omunye umama olapha angitshele ukuthi wake wazizwa njengami.
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